Friday, July 28, 2006 I watched It started with a kiss AGAIN.This time is from the beginning to the end,not merely just fast forwarding to the nice parts.I'm those kind pf person who cannot have any kind of obsession.Coz if I did,then I'll be living and breathing the same thing for months and still crave for more.That was what happened when I came across 'Beautiful Life'.For months,all I could talk about was wheelchair,Takuya,Takako,and I even ask ZT to draw a wheelchair on my table.Yeah,I'l am a very obsessive person. Sis finally found a job.So while she's stepping out to the real world,I'm stepping into uni life.Somehow,I think that the gap between us will get wider and wider.I mean,she'll be talking about work,and I'll be talking about school.I can't understand her problems,but she can understand mine. Many times,I gasp in disbelief when I reveal my age.I mean,19!That's so close to 20,and even closer to being an adult.I lack the maturity and experience to be an adult.Can I be a responsible adult?Or will I always be so muddle headed? I try to be as independent as I can.Try not to always seek help whenever I encounter a problem,coz I know all these will train me to be responsible for my own decisions.At times,I actually detest myself for seeking help,as I'm afraid I would impose myself on others. It seems to me that the older I get,the deeper my problems become.So far,I've managed to weather through them by myself,but then,I still don't feel an ounch of adult bone in me.I'm still very ignorant about certain matters,I'm still living in my own world,I'm still weak...So many so many flaws. Too many.Far too many. |
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